The Woman I Love So Much!

“When angel talk to us, we do not hear the rustle of wings, nor feel the feathery touch of the breast of a dove; but we know their presence by the love they create in our heart.”
There’s no place that I am safe….except on your warm embrace”
I Was here inside the train, staring in the nothingness that passing by in my eyes not knowing where to go to and don’t even know the people that i’ve smiling……Even myself.
Bahagi ako ng libong-libong taong kasama ko sa pag upo. Ang bawat isa sa kanila ay ako, at meron ding parte ng sarili ko ang makikita sa kanila. Ang mundo ay hindi kailanman ginawang perpekto, complex man ang tao, hindi pa rin to tunay na basehan kung ano talaga ang magpapaligaya sa isang tao. Sa bawat mukha na nakikita ko, sa bawat estranghero na nabigyan ko ng ngiti, at sa lahat lahat ng indi bumabayad sa tren. May mga taong bababa at tuluyan nang mawawala sa upuan, meron pa ding taong sasakay ulit para maging kakwentuhan. Kung saan man tutungo ang tren na to, sana naman mahanap ko na ang kaligayahan este upuan para sa sarili ko pag bumaba na ako sa dapat kung babaan.
Matagal ko nang iniintay ang araw na to. Muntikan ko na ngang makalimutan sa sobrang busy ng life ko. And I am so much happy, just hearing her voice on the phone when I called her this afternoon.
Namiss ko siya sobra. Namiss ko ang smile niya, ang tender loving care niya sa loob ng maraming taon.
Alam ko pasaway ako since, Kasi kahit ilang sako pa ng asin at luluhuran ko ay parang wala din lang naman saken pagkatapos. But then, I admired her temper. Minsan nga nakita kitang umiiyak at itinanong ko pa sa sarili ko kong bakit.
“Why are you crying” ….. “Because I’m a woman,” … “I don’t understand,” ……..but you just hugged me and you said,“And you never will, but that’s O.K.”…….““All women cry for no reason,”
Until now I am wondering why women cry and thanks finally I got the answer from someone.
“When I made woman, I decided she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet, made her arms gentle enough to give comfort……”
“I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going and take care of her family and friends, even when everyone else gives up, through sickness and fatigue without complaining.”
“I gave her strength to care for her husband, despite faults and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart…….”
“For all of this hard work,I also gave her a tear to shed. It is her to use whenever needed and! it is her only weakness..When you see her cry, tell her how much you love her, and all she does for everyone, and even though she may still cry, you will have made her heart feel good.”
Muntik ko nang kunin ang fire stinguisher at sprayhan ang mukha ko. Naidlip lang pala ako pero parang tutuo, Ngayon alam ko na kong bakit sya minsan umiiyak.
Malapit na ulit akong umuwi. And Im very sorry indi ako nakapag file ng leave earlier since daming work. Bumawi nalang ako sa tawag, wala na akong hihingin pa kundi ang ma feel ko na happy ka sa araw mo.
May God continue to bless you MAMA. You’re the strongest person I’ve known. Dinaig mo pa si Superman, its my way to pay back all of the pains you gone through while I was still in school. Your the best woman, friend and my best MAMA in the world.
Happy B-day I love you so much!! Ang tangi ko na lang hiling sa Maykapal ay bigyan pa kayo ng lakas at maganda kalusugan..Hanggang dito na lang po. Mahal na mahal ko kayo..The days will always be brighter because you exist!
Baba na pala ako….sama ka?